This is what Swami told us
"You must have not only freedom from fear but freedom from hope and expectation. Trust in My wisdom, I do not make mistakes. Love my uncertainty! For it is not a mistake. It is my intent and will. Remember, nothing happens without My will. Be still. Do not want to understand, do not ask to understand. Relinquish understanding. Relinquish the imperative that demands understanding. "
Sanathana Sarathi Aug. 1984